today has been one of the most difficult days I’ve known in quite some time. I’ve seen so many people turn into hypocrites and venom over the last two days, people that not so long ago were singing praises and placing people on pedestals that couldn’t be knocked, no matter how hard the wind blew. it’s true, the human race are monsters, but what makes us a monster is each to their own and I refuse to believe that anybody is incapable of creating or acting upon horrid deeds. what annoys me most and is the most predominant reason as to why I am the misanthropist I am, is because people can create lies that spiral out of control, rumours that tear things to shred and word of mouth which makes both of these possible. I can’t get my head around how easily mislead people can be, and how easily they’re converted and how quick they are to diss something or someone they once cherished. as far as I am aware, and have been brought to believe, when you love something (in this case; a musical group) you do not listen to the group to pry on information from the backgrounds of those involved. you simply listen to what they’ve created for you, for them, and think about how it’s helped and brought you to where you are now. turning your back on something due to a personal matter or info is immature, when that’s far from the reason you were interested in the first place. people change, and do bad things. but aren’t we all just people? who’s to say what’s wrong is wrong and what’s right is right. morality over matter, but only when you know how to use it correctly. I’m sad, I’m disappointed, I could sleep for hours, but I just want to prove a point that no good comes from gossiping deadly gossip, no more than it does from committing crimes. it’s our past that comes back to haunt us, and you can’t ever outrun your mistakes. but we are all the same.
today is a sad, sad day, but I put it behind me, because I love you anyway.